021 I am who I am

I am who I am, live with it! Can't stand with my attitude, jz bear with me, if not feel free to kick me out of ur life... I'm used to staying in front of the computer living in my own world..

I'm bossy and impatient, I like to complain, I seek for "perfection" for in most of the things. Sometimes I felt that I'm too much, too over.. normally I won't think before I talk. so feelings are hurt.. But I do think bout it.. too late to rewind back things that has happened.. so what can I do! I find avoiding is better than to hurt each others feelings..

Like how I sit beside my bro when he's driving.. Although mum said I was driving like "P" last time.. I have no patience.. so whenever he's driving, I complain this and that.. both of us furious and cannot tahan each other ady, he bang his door.. case unsolved.. so tonight I found the solution.. told my dad if he ever wants to drive, he'll be sitting right next to him.. I forgo the chance of sitting next to him until he's ok. Court dismissed. Just for this stupid driving thing, we argued last sunday... mood is ruined everytime.. I rather walk than to sit in the car and fight. Tired with this stupid idiotic nonsense of me. That's why I tried to avoid irritating stuffs.. homework is stressed enough for this sem. Due to stressful life, I reject to watch sad series. Life is burden enough..!!!!

020 Saturday mood ruined!

Went back college to meet up with ZL and Kean.. then we found one class outside the library and went in do our assignment... then ok la.. got 40 minutes ady.. a technician guy came in and say "Girls, you are not supposed to be here, get out now" Adding a pls is difficult izit! or saying it in a nice manner also cannot ah!!! Can u all leave the class isn't it better! DAmn it! I kept on tell ZL I ng song lo.. very ng song.. he continuously came in and out.. then he came in and said "the classes are open for him to do installation.. sorry ah..." who the heck cares man.. Now I finally found out this place is not a heaven!

019 Judith's belated big day

Yup.. Me again in front of the computer even when I was preparing to bathe, dress up, go out... Sue jean called and sob sob leave my computer behind hahahaa... then drive like 100?? to meet up with michelle and suejean at petronas... wat a miracle.. NO JAM!! hahaha.. ok then.. 2 cars travelling in the jungle dark at night duno where's the house?? call and call and call.. U-turn here and there.. ask ppl also give the wrong direction.. luckily din followed his direction.. zadou..

then luckily found the place.. and there goes michelle saying oh.. I finally remembered here ady... neh got the bus forever parking under the bridge... wow!! u know where?? that's when we're nearly to Judith's house.. smart la she.. hahahhaha anyway.. we're like lost goats that time..michelle suggested here to put up sign board pointing >> Judith's party.. hahahha anyway.. we're not the only ones getting lost.. Sat with the AIESEC-ans.. hahah I'm like the blur one over there. a guy called vincent talking to me I was also still unaware of it... swt. sorry..

Anyway... both the Michelle I know.. Oon and Lee.. hahaha have the same prank.. u know wat.. splashing cakes on b'day girl face.. but luckily this is better.. ppl trying to push her face towards the cake with the candle all pushed in deeply to the Chocolate Indulgence cake.. sad case.. but finally they jz pull the candles out and put in on her face.. then there goes wild cats chasing all over the place.. naughty michelle made seongling and some friends kena cake on the hair.. when we're talking half way... michelle had the paper plate that we had finished our cake earlier on wiped on Judith's face again from her back... there goes another friend doing that.. DOUBLE ATTACK!! KO.. haha

Michelle Oon.. I saw ur favourite thing there.... SLR camera.. hahaha chun! nice effect! the pics are nice!

018 B 1996-2006 Part 1

MY PRIMARY schooltimes -SJK(C) Jalan Davidson

Homework - Chinese subject>> Surely got "copying the textbook essay", weekly journal, writing caligraphy, essay.. Karangan..

1996 Standard 1

Start class... new friends new teachers... and me elected as class monitor.. and I forgot how I got chosen.. with a extra green name tag endorsed "class monitor" in chinese.. Recalled back what stupid stuff I've done when I was monitor.. having all the privilege to exercise my dictator power.. hahhaaha last time when teacher not in class, monitor tends to copy down names for students that makes noise.. stupid man... paiseh now...cz last time I'm so good in jotting down names... we even play cutting the rubber using our ruler, all the dust of the eraser created.. we keep and I forgot what we did with it... crazy! and even got rotan by teacher for that.. poor monitor.. :S

then last time when school was still the old building.. not like the HOTEL look right now.. the counselor's office was super near our class... so when u run during recess time... catch u, stand in front of the office, two hands pull ur own ears... swt. I kena wei eventhough I'm class monitor.. then she asked me and my friend kahkit, why run at the corridor [we're not allowed to actually]??me good in bluffing say.. I left my purse in the class.... hahaha swt... we've got through.. woho....

My timetable was afternoon class that time... so have to line up under the sun wait the seniors to come out only then we can get into our class.. sweat like duno how... so that time we cannot leave anything inside our desk. books are heavy like duno how...

schoolbus is my transportation.. duno why last time so kiasu.. must sit in front one.. then when reach school.. all the legs will come out to put in front of the sit opposite u... u see CROSSES of legs at bus.. wanting to get down the bus fast.. swt la.. Now I can't wait to sit i the middle or the back man.. but anyway.. due to this kind of kiasu attitude.. racing and running into the school with my friend.. she fell down.. cz last time we have minimum 2 bags each person.. so imagine a small small girl carrying big big bags..

Mum made me hafal the Times table this year although I would only need it the following year.. now I know why I did so.. easier to adapt next year.. :)

1997 Standard 2

Recession time.. and bad pollution during that time.. I think it's the fire in indonesia or duno where made the whole KL so misty?? I remembered having those mouth mask covering our face whenever we're in outdoor... even koperasi is earning in selling those mask.. swt.. I remember RM0.40 each if not wrong.. Again.... elected as monitor.. practising my dictator's rights... big bully man during that time.. a bully... yup.. I still remember that time they were asking who knows how to play badminton can go for tryout? Since I know, I went.. I thought of playing only.. but then.. kena as school player.. then rest of the year I forgot..

Again good in bluffing that time... didn't do homework, talkative... gosh... embarassing wei.. even my grandpa told me not to tell lies b4 he passed away that year..

1998 Standard 3

Elected as prefect. Blue shirt instead of white shirt.. red necktie that we jz put on without tieing it on our own, given by the school.. had to purposely went to buy extra blue t-shirt... last time very difficult to get the blue ones.. so troubled my dad a lot.. anyway... not a good prefect anyway.. so yeah..then remembered once I was so forbidden by my mum to go representing the school for badminton.. so I did not join training.. then was called by the teacher in charge, told my reason.. she rang my mum!! wah liao... then duno how.. gao dim ady... but was just playing as "reserve player" only.. last time representing the school was the best thing cz u get free food, and kfc when u manage to win... hahhaha stupid la...

shooting erasers at teacher's table in the class during recess? yup// we even had eraser collection.. last time got this eraser where there's different countries flag on it.. so collect here and there.. the most rare one I also duno which country.. 20 cents each.. so buy and buy and buy.. after shooting eraser, shoot pula Ruler!! hahahhaha

This is the year my bro is in standard one.. cried cz he din get up the bus when finish class.. search all over the school for him... then found him on the bus finally.. that's y everytime from that time onwards.. RUSH to the bus everytime school finish..

we have three bags this year.. one is the morning class bag, afternoon class bag (revision class), and one lunchbox bag.. tiny ppl with many bags...

1999 Standard 4

Next to our class was the LRT rail track.. so super noisy when LRT pass by.. behind the class was a storeroom for PJ stuff.. In front the storeroom was the place where students normally play badminton on... so we did play badminton during thatt time... always play play then the shuttlecock fly to the roof of the storeroom.. if not then is dropped on the roof of the benched were placed to sit there.. cz next to the benches was the basketball court.. Our rule was who was the last one who hit that shuttlecock will pay for it.. hahhaa.. I remembered.. rm3.50 for RSL or sea lion brand... yonex one was 7 bux hhahaha.. others one we crapped in accordance to the quality... hahah so everyday we brought racquet to play during recess... if memang no more shuttlecock, run to koperasi get the rm1 chiplak light light shuttlecocks to play..

Then had Digimon thingy like the tamagochi that time.. remembering all those Digimon names, drawing the Digimon by shading small square exercise book cz the digimon is like in blocks like lego on the card.. anyway.. digimon collectors will know..

We even have this crazy thing.. since our class is like less than 20 steps to the field.. went there and catch grasshoppers during recess.. siao man.. but we're good at it.. using barehands.. with plastic bottles yg sudah cucuk lubang.. for the grasshoppers to breathe..

that was also the year where the school will choose new band performers... as in the big big band where there's super many drums, trumpets, trombon, saxaphone, flute for competition.. the trainer will come into the class... place sth like a ring in front of our mouth... duno how also.. so I kena elected! swt... once a band means forever a band, no other extra-cocuricular societies... at least if other koko u can choose 3 societies... firstly was training by blowing sth... duno how to describe.. I duno how to read music notes! hahaha then soon they make us march... tiring... then I was chosen for the flute one... everytime have to practice at the auditorium... cold and the staircase was a bit scary..but somehow duno how.. I was once called to the naib pengetua there and told me to go basketball society! harh?? y so out of tone one? after many man years I think form 4 or 5 that time my mum told me she sent a doctor letter stating that I'm stressed or sth like that??? hahahaha that saves me for going through the hell training... cz I remember the teacher will shout and beat u if u did wrongly..

Since we have new subject -Science taught by one of the naib pengetua.. cz we have 3 naib.. so scary part comes.. rotan when we do silly mistakes.. no do hw, no bring book.. rotan.. so when we din birng anything, we find all those excuses.. but no use.. we are too naive.. so live with it.. cz that time too many things to bring and u tend to left out some..

during chinese class, every week we have this newspaper for kids like us to read, we have to read the thing, highlight the words we duno, find dictionary.. we're supposed to prepare b4 class.. so once we kena called up and read one sentence or wat.. if u tend to read pass the word u duno by guessing the pronunciation u think it's correct.. rotan la! hahaha..

We have this rotation of seats every week.. cz since standard 1 seats are assigned by teachers.. normally by height and eyesight.. we have 5 rows with 2 tables combined for each row.. each week.. we shift seats to the right... sounds fun? hahaa I duno.. cz 50 ppl in a class.. imagine that..

we have EASYbag this year.. so call trolley bag.. i tell u.. we love our bags so much ever since standard 1.. love it more than our butt.. one chair.. 3/4 of it is to put our bag.. for me la I think??? one thing is floor has no place to put.. 2nd is scared dirty

2000 Standard 5

Our class is now at the new buliding.. joining together with the Hall that we have our monday assembly.. sing school song, wawasan 2020, negaraku.. Hall is the scariest place.. has secret doors to get to the backstage, place where colourful lightings of the stage are hung, and the roof.. all forbidden for us to go in.. dangerous la.. and it's spooky..

That year I think it's the year where the song "lang hua yi duo duo" or "para para sakura" is famous.. Childrens Day this is wat we're waiting for.. and also ah niu's "dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai" surely have this performance.. fried chicken, fruits, sweets will be given to each student.. however, ever since duno which year.. I hate Children's Day.. know y.. students are noisy during performance.. so after the performance, shud be lining up back to our class.. the naib pengetua jz have to get up and punish us.. holding our hands up in the air like chimpanzees... somemore still got wat?? forgotten..

Joined basketball and badminton competition.. we love to go competition, cz we can skip class swt.. but still hw and stuff still have to do..

we have rotating seats again... cz same class teacher from standard 4-6 unless u can't get the result to get into the class... u shift class.. that's always the terrifying part.. where u tend to think whether u can remain...

I think if I'm not mistaken, I cried cz I get low marks for Maths.. even it's just 91.25 or sth like that.. cz maths is the one where everyone want to get 100!! competitive.. objective and subjective one we aim for full marks.. I know I always get this mark 98.75, 96.25, 97.5, 95, 93.75, 91.25 blah blah blah... due to CARELESS MISTAKES!! swt..

I forgot izit standard 5 or 6, there's this once I copied my friends answer.. once test or exam, tables spilt... but class is small, 50 tables leh... I was so gun cheong I duno how to do, sweating and etc... so the one sitting on my left let me copied... and I still remember! thanks bro! if u see this..

Donation is always there every year.. for the school to build the hall and classes and aircons.. we even had competition for it.. class with the most donation get to go Genting for one night.. we have this bar chart near the school gate of each class.. see how much we donated.. nearly to the end of it.. one of my classmates mum donate 50k.. then there comes our trip to genting as a class! woho! group of 6 if not mistaken in one apartment.. 2 in each room.. so duno how many apartment we get.. due to the rumours and stories.. we gathered in one room.. dun dare to sleep near the window.. there's even boys (supposingly on the 16th flr i think) coming down to stay with us.. but next room hahaa.. ours in duno what floor.. we pindah mattress here and there to the master bedroom for girls.. 3 girls on the big queensize bed, then I slept with duno who on a single mattress on the floor.. other girls also have one mattress each... too heavy ady the mattress to carry.. so ya.. we have to put back everything to its place b4 we left tim...But I din went in to the themepark to play the other day cz I tink money problem.. so I and some classmates stayed outside with a teacher duno do what..

I always come early.. go in the class sweep the class... crazy huh?? sweeping the class? cz I dun like dust? or I like to see dust?? crazy! ever since Pokemon Cards is famous and illegal la... u have to flip coin when playing that game.. so eventually there's this one morning I swept the class, I saw super banyak coins.. 50 cents 20 cents... I think I got more than 1 bux... kinda a lot for me last time.. cz everyday I get 2 bux for allowance.. even though that day is not my duty to do those things.. we have class cleanliness competition ma.. every class aim for that.. even not for that, we aim not to be the dirtiest..cz we get punish by class teacher once we get that.. arrange table using a string when standard 1 and 2.. since we're getting more pro.. use eyes.. I'm particular in this stuff.. cz I duno why also.. kiasu again?? rub the board only for tall ppl sitting behind.. anyway I'm sitting kinda behind.. no la.. in the middle..

2001 Standard 6

Pokemon sticker book and pokemon cards since standard 5.. I still have those figurines and cards at my room tim.. but most figurines I sold off ady.. btw I shud have sold off those cards man... gosh.. can't imagine I play Pokemon rite???

normally what class u are in standard 5, will remain in that class..Merah class for me all this while... UPSR on september.. we did a number of practices and exercises since standard 5 cz during standard 5 we try to cover some chapters in standard 6 (cz we can remain in the same class when standard 6) so that we can have more time for practices.. practice makes perfect.. I do believe that.. why we are like that last time??? cz there's punishment if we don't do hw.. so that makes us so scared and hardworking.. ROTAN la.. aiyer.. but good for education purposes.

hahhaa And this is the year I got the Jay Chou's 2nd album in cassette form.. since UPSR finised on sept.. we still have long way to go b4 results.. so we bring CD player, UNO cards, comics etc.. I invented the way of playing Cho dai D using UNO cards tim... great way of avoiding teacher to find out.. when teacher come near we throw cards like UNO la.. hahaha.. but teacher got suspect...

somehow got away with it..

This is also the year where all those foul words come out of my mouth.. learnt from the one sitting in front of me (North to be easy), behind of me (South), left hand side of me (West), then North-East, South-east.. I only remember whose sitting around me this year clearly cz this is my last year ma... I guess?? haha

UPSR results come out.. all rush to the announcement board to see ur number... and I can't believe I got B for maths.. I cried again.. there comes the principal, maths teacher, naib pengetua with a disbelief look that I got a B! then my mum's friend called my mum bout it.. then I duno whether or I think they came to school immediately since office is so near.. then they are discussing bout it.. I'm practically standing there with eyes bengkak.. APPEAL!!

then walk back to class which is on the 4th floor! so far to walk and so high to climb la... then mum's friend's son, same class with me also, saw me in bengkak eyes, offered me sth to play which I forgot what's that.... then the Head Prefect same class also.. handed me his Detective Conan comic.. if not wrong, title is "The 14th Target" then THIS IS THE TIME I STARTED with THE COMIC!! now still collecting.. :P wohoo.. cz they din see me cry b4?? I duno..

Graduation Ceremony.. rehearse sing those sad songs.. anyway I dun have feelings that time to cry.. nope.. I still can cope with it with a smile.. =)

Sth happen this year.. which is kinda dramatic and scary.. but it shall be left unknown.. 6M students might have to think harder a bit to recall back..

Went singapore, Pulau duno what.. and Malacca for graduation trip.. I remembered we stayed in those wooden house on the Pulau.. me and a friend walk out of the street, she treat me a can of carlsberg hahaha... then we drank together in the room.. played cards.. then that night, I slept again on the double decker with a friend due to the insufficient of beds.. Malacca ate durian cendol.. I love it! craving for it!

Lesson from primary school: never ever take "Jue jiao" lightly.. once you have said that, things change... I used it too often.. regretted at times.. cz friendship can't be built easily. too childish at that time.. always things dun go ur way.. there comes the Powerful Word. Sorry for those whose hurt..

Scariest part: Rotan, parents teacher day - take report card, review from teachers.. surely everytime my mum will appear and it's a must no matter how busy is she.. cz the teacher thats that time are quite honest and so... and understands us well.. they know every person's attitude and action.. that's the scariest.. naughty, talkative.. all exposed at that day.. scold when go home.. and then results using average scores.. what Place u got in the class and the whole batch also important.. cz being in the top class is stressful.. u might fall anytime and even marks difference by duno how many points, ur position in class changes.. the best I've get is during standard 2 I think.. 2nd place.. then ever since then.. duno what place ady.. within the range 1-20 la.. cz kiasu ppl like us will look at it seriously.. :P

018 It's never the same anymore

Defining friends and classmates... classmates... sit together in the same class.. friends? uuhhh.. I duno... I used to jumble up these two together.. as in say all are my friends.. there goes my dad saying that it's different.. So from that day onwards.. I split this up.. but until these few months.. my dad jumble up this two again.. and say both same ma.. swt.. make me so confused!!!! urgh!!

Categorizing friends:

1. Friends that u see for the 1st time and have a feeling that u will know each other very soon..

2. People that u see for the 1st time and have a feeling of it's better not knowing them... Is this friends???

3. "Friends that see once in a blue moon like 10 yrs once??" lagi nth to say.. I think?? Haven't seen one yet..

4. "Long time no see" friends tend to be more friendly and more kepoh... like there's neverending story to tell each other..

5. "Friends that see EVERYDAY" will have conflict for sure sometimes.. but to certain poeple only..
anyway.. these are salt and pepper to ur life.. spices..

Anyway, imagine a friend of yours talking to u like a stranger. A big big question mark will pop up in ur mind indicating "wat the heck.." this falls under category 3. Imagine receiving calls from friend out of no where that u hardly see for a very long time to talk crap with u.. this is category 4. Receiving sms from a long time no see friend tat really annoys u, it's better not to talk!! Waste ur great mood on those ppl! Ish..!!! I'm so annoyed!

017 Services given to me for this week..

This is not JH blog.. it's qianhui's blog.. so ignore the lengzai face there.. :P

9 April

Firstly, today went to Snowflake.. I've seen the advertisement on the newspaper and so tempted to try each and every dessert there.. so went with Two michelle's gangs after lecture at 1.40 plus.. hahaha but then.. some ppl walked up there and went in to sit.. asked to leave by the staffs cz not opened till 2pm to cut the Taro balls (Those in white colour at the bottom 3rd picture...)

Bestseller without creamer (mine la :P) I don't eat cream


Bestseller with creamer

We're definitely indecisive whether to eat another day or wat so ever.. but then we asked again whether we can sit to wait or not.. can.. sit outside not inside.. "as if we want to steal recipe" quoted by duno who.. hahaha anyway.. didn't make any difference sitting inside or outside... cz inside was so hot.. no aircon.. and no lights.. swt.. ng song lo..

then finally more and more ppl came.. shop opened.. went in to the table nearest to the counter and joined 2 tables.. half go help order food... half pushing tables... and then there came this girl ask us to move to the table near the exit cz we're blocking the entrance of the line.. swt.. ok la.. shift again.. RM5.50 for the bestseller dessert... 3rd picture with orange and white balls.. orange is sweet potato.. white is taro balls.. another type of ubi.. with Grass Jelly and ice on the bottom.. big portion and we're full after eating that..

UFO BEEPER beep beep

hahaha then there's this interesting UFO Beeper (round biscuit as big as a CD) given to every table.. so that customers do not nid to stand and wait... while food is ready.. UFO beeper will have red lights shining and vibrating... Not bad the food... price affordable.. the Taufu fa with peanuts.. very nice.. RM3.90 only.. and one more I forgot what's the name.. a bit sour with jelly also on top.. Ok.. b4 we left.. I saw the board stating the operation hours... 12pm-11 plus at night.. 12pm to open a shop is a bit late la for me I think.. 10.30am is better..

10 April

~~Went to renew my license today at JPJ Salak South I think... took my number and ran up to the counter.. wah liao so many ppl.... Then look back at the number I got.. it stated.. 38 more ppl to before it's my turn.. nearly went home.. but then.. I decided to see see 1st.. haha.. who knows it moves very fast right.. then there goes numbers flashing on the board so fast.. 15 minutes like that sampai me ady.. ! CHUN!! anyway.. when it's my turn.. sat in front of the woman.. korek hidung!!! in front of me from the very starting to the end till I leave.. my goodness!!!!!! gosh! eeewwww.... fast service yet effective? yes.. but .... I duno la!

~~Called streamyx for the connection speed that travels like snnaaiilllll... not even 1mb speed.. no difference with my 512kb speed previously.. What for I pay for 1mb speed for a stupid 512 speed..! As what I heard in the radio today talking bout services... gosh... immediately thought of streamyx.. cz have to complain.. haiz.. ok la... called.. give me listen those advertisement and stuff for 15 minutes guar I think... recommended solution to avoid restlessness by the DJ is to put la those system that can tell the callers how many people more u have to wait until it's ur turn.. What the DJ said was that some calls will engage u after some time.... swt.... anyway this is what I heard for the 15 minutes.. "Sorry, all our agents are currently engaged, pls hold while we try to connect u... then advertisement.." then repeat again.. beh tahan...

016 FA2 test

Try to act smart by switching places and sitting beside ur friend during test in lecture hall?? Don't be stupid.. The lecturer is even smarter! blue and yellow question paper distributed with one condition: ur friend take yellow u take blue.. means: don't play smart in copying.. anyway... some of the questions are repeated if u compare with ur friend, jz that the question might appear at the last instead at the 1st.. but some questions have different way of asking the theories.. so, study for test human!! 7 questions.. but can kill brain cells..

Back to secondary school today, send my bro for anugerah cemerlang.. no more carpark on the hill cz become Taman for the public?? Things have changed! heheh even remembered last time I used to eat the ice-cream outside the school while waiting for dad.. yum yum icy grape and sour apple.. ate it last wednesday b4 F&I test?? Syok! like back to secondary school feeling.. I'm feeling YOUNG!! hahahahahhaahah paiseh la.. act young while u can.. not when u r old.. cz by that time... nenek sudah tua.. gigi tinggal dua.. hahaha anyway.. have all the fun u can la.. no matter at what stage.. most important thing is that u can relax ma! so who cares when grandma that time or now la.. PLAY!! but not forgeting homework la... swt.. Life has the sweet and bitter times... Fair ma.. balances the life.. :P assignments and homework piling up! weeee why am I so giler.. U have a crazy friend here...

anyway.. gotta go prepare stuff for badminton! got match today.. but play play only.. long time no play jor.. :D

015 2 tests in 1 day

MA - gone case.. don't ask

FnI... duno how to describe but lecture hall where the place we have our test... was fully seated next to each other.. have u ever seen ppl "rebut" for test paper??? and made the whole entrance stucked.. asked by ziling to take a shot of it and blog it.. incredible... hahahhaha more details in Michelle's blog.. add info: 1 hr b4 the test.. lecture filled with people no place to sit cz ppl never turn up for lecture last time??? plus.. with 1 hr briefing and talking bout topics... the lecturer just have to count down for us each and every minute..

FA2- it's on friday...."lively" paper.. ahhhhhhh Ooo ee ooO